Expanding Horizons

Taking classes this semester has been challenging. I am working hard but feel like I am struggling. My grades are good, so I feel like I'm getting something right. This may be some self-doubt that I am feeling. Goes back to my abusive marriage when I was constantly told I could do nothing right, that voice is hard to get out of my head. I have tamed that monster some, especially with more familiar things such as cooking. I know I'm a good cook and it's okay if something burns or doesn't come out right, that doesn't make be a bad person. With newer endeavors, it's harder, I think that is one reason why I am struggling with work right now. With a new medical records system, new email, new time clock system, and more it's overwhelming. I feel like I either don't know how to do half the things or if I mess up, I don't know how to fix it. Now trying to navigate school courses, which I haven't done in 20+ years, and everything is structured so differently it is difficult. My father has also had some serious health issues, which is why I didn't post the last few weeks. Thankfully, he is doing well right now. I will keep trying and pushing through, I know there is something better, something amazing happening soon, or at least I hope there is.